Isn't it a beautiful day everyday?

I am grateful. Isn't it a beautiful day everyday? 

I am not trying to tell myself a toxic positivity but lately it's my own affirmation to get the inner peace in my soul. So yeah, I am grateful and I am beautiful. My life was never easy but I am thankful for it. I never thought I am gonna make it today, but here I am alive and full of blessed things. I thought, I was gonna kill myself when I was 22, but then I survived for more years and feel like it's better days ahead. I know, I have loved and lost a million times and I got mad earlier, now I have learnt so many lessons in life. I can't handle what people gonna do but I can handle my reaction about it, life is gonna be peaceful that way, I suppose. 

I am trying so hard not to get upset about things that's not going as I wanted but I am sending my positive thoughts and beliefs to the universe so that I can get it, or something even better. 

I am doing, at least I learn to control the noises in my head that's sending bad and negative vibration, that's gonna result bad tho. So, let's just turn it around. If I think about positive things, then it's gonna be positive results. The universe will work its way for me. 

Yeah, isn't it beautiful?

Anyway, here's some things I am grateful for: 

I am grateful I achieve my dreams to be a writer, for my professional and personal life.

I am grateful for my parents' health and happiness.

I am grateful for my family even when they're so bad sometimes.

I am grateful for my bestest friends. Yesterday I wrote, "one of the best day in my life was the day I befriend with you".

I am grateful for my career and job now.

I am grateful for all friends, even some of them don't know me very well.

I am grateful for people I knew from the internet.

I am grateful for my well being, my health, my state of mind, my life, and everything I had. 

I am grateful for people I met at schools and college. 

I am grateful for surviving in this Coronavirus year.

I am grateful for all the boys who broke my heart and ruined my life. You guys taught me life lesson.

I am grateful for my now lover, van, I let the universe to do the best for us. 

I am grateful for the food, the water, the earth, the sky, the nature, and the universe.

I am grateful for all the books I have read and the arts I have watched.

I am grateful for living in the same era as Lana Del Rey and Taylor Swift.

I am grateful for every little piece that makes my life a worth living life. 

I deserve the love and the happines I crave and the money I desire.

Thank you. I love you. 

The last thing I could say, what's mine will be mine. I am doing my life better and I trust the universe to take care of me.

dev

6th August 2020 

I am my own universe