'I WONDER...'

‘I Wonder…’

I wonder why all my friends could be so mean

In one minute they became so sweet then lift me up to the sky

But after one hour, they changed and now looks like a big monster

And they threw me down to the floor until I am crying

I wonder to know what the meaning of having ‘1000’ friends is

If there is only ‘0’ friend who stay with you when you are lonely

Until you realized that best friend is something expensive in your life

That is why you need a lot of money to get them back

I wonder if they are thinking about me or not

Like I keep playing back our silly jokes

I hope I could spend every hour with them

And keep laughing until 100 years later

I wonder if I did something wrong in past

That makes them scared and ran away from me

I think friendship means staying up no matter what happening with us

But I don’t know if being good with friends would be a bad idea

I wonder if we are growing up in a wrong way

They busy with their new world as I stuck with my weird fantasy

I still hear when we were screaming ‘best friends forever!’

But I never knew if ‘forever’ means ‘we are end now!’

I wonder what if I am saying ‘sorry’ then we could be friends again

They were so good and we were so happy

I believe if we never meant to hurt each other like this

And we still have our own world, we have our own dreams

I wonder about our old jokes, I wish we could be weird again

I wonder about our love and pain. Who replaced me in your heart?

I wonder about our friendship. Am I nothing for you?

I wonder about you and I beg you ‘don’t leave me alone’

I wonder about us and I wonder….

By DEVAN

‘I Wonder…’

30 May 2013