I Love You To God

If I could write a book on how this hurts

I just realized that nothing is going exactly right like what u planned before

But, everything is still perfect, so perfect because I have an excellent father 

Though everything goes wrong and rough, but I feel perfect because I'm your daughter

I might not be the golden child, but I'll try my best to be what u want me to be like, and I won't let you down

I'll always be that cute little girl, who will always hug you while kissing goodnight, the one who will always stand by you forever

Dear my great Father, I just love you so much, yes I do

I don't really know what to say to you now

At the first time I saw you cry, is the first time I got my heart broken

That was really sad, even more sad than my love story

Then I do hate to see those tears from your face, and I cry for you too

I've been trying so hard to fix u, to fix my own heart

But, all I can do is nothing to make it alright

I've been talking to God for long

I pray to Him to make you feel okay again

And I do believe that God is smiling for you

No one can let you down anymore

I may growing up in the wrong way, but I love u so

I know that u are stronger than Superman, 'cause you are my Super Dad

Then all I can say is, I just love u so much, I love you to God