I am as sad as December. I am as cold as January. When I say I Love You, I Do

my baby stares at my eyes when I look at the sky. he laughs at my silly joke when I told him that he looks like a bear. he is big and tall and huggable, and I fall in love with him on a New Year’s Eve. I tell him, “I am as sad as December. I am as cold as January” but if you wanna run away with me, I would be the party you don’t wanna leave. I would be your end game. I would be the taste of your happiness. Happiness is a rare thing for people nowadays, so I offer him some even I don't remeber what happiness looks like. Red, blue, yellow, violet, green, and me.

“Do you wanna run away with me?”

“No, I wanna stay with you.”

When I say I love you, I do, with all the beautiful mess in my life and your shitty life... 

daddy bear

13th April 2020, during quarantine