Swift's Right! "Band-aids don't fix bullet holes!"
Listening to Swift's Bad Blood isn't the same anymore. I used to dance over the beat up drum and her unbreakable voice. Since the first launching of its song, I used to scream like "Oh My God. Taylor's Goddess!" So on, when the music video came up on Vevo, I was freaking out a little more and never thought she could have a duet with Kendrick Lammar. And the music video got me crazy 'cause we know the power of Selena, Cara, Hayley and more, is totally the squad goal for underrated girl like me.
And I had a talk with a bestie a minute after we watched that Bad Blood MV (she is a huge fan of Selena). She said, "Oh, God. Bad Blood MV is kind of representation of us. Someday, we'll be as hot as them." I laughed as hell and realized that one bestie also freaking up about Hayley rolls back there. Since then, we watched that video more and more, kinda like wanna dress up like them with the weapon, and we started called ourselves as "Bad Blood Squad." Funny, right? We exactly know what bad blood means. We exactly know what Taylor wanted to say from that song. Bad Blood is a slank idiom phrase to say that you have a silent cold war with the ones you used to be mad love with. It's a tragic how we gave label to our friendship as the Bad Blood Squad. But, that's the way I love them. You know, when you really love your besties, you can insult them as worst as you can. You can bully them in a way of love and the way we say we got bad blood is kinda opposite day. We know the difference. We know. Insult as love and insult as hate. Bad blood for a second and bad blood for a serious forever things.
Back then, we are so proud as the Bad Blood Squad. Kinda feeling young and crazy. Kinda feeling like I'll love them for my whole life. And I do. People like me don't have a huge circle of friends. I keep the circle less, I keep the less bullshit. That's my philosophy of what friendship should be. Yes, I have friends as much as I have hand fingers. Even less than ten. That's why I can keep them for like thousand years and more. And I was right. The feeling for my Bad Blood Squad is right. I love them. I love them on my own way. Till I thought my future husband should take their permission before he proposes me to marry. If they say NO, then it would be a BIG NO.
See? We've been helping each other. Sharing everything we have and taking everything they have. Laugh, love, pain, madness, shits, smile, socks, and anything. Kinda love story you wish you had with no ending. I am happy with them. No. I am a bloody happy to have them in my life that full of whatever. I am a lucky girl. I am a bloody happy lucky chick. I'll tell you, they taste like a chocolate in the worst day.
But then, you never thought about anything. Since you knew you are the stupid little bitch who thought good things could last forever. But, it's not. We really are got bad blood now. Not a fun of bad blood that we used to scream. But a real bad blood that Swift sings. A kinda bad blood that make you feel like someone cheats you, breaks you down, sends you pain, that things you won't feel ever. Not all of us. But, one of us. That's like, you know, "DID YOU HAVE TO DO THIS? I WAS THINKING THAT YOU COULD BE TRUSTED. DID YOU HAVE TO RUIN WHAT WAS SHINING? NOW IS ALL RUSTED!!!" I used to listen to Swift's music, now I listen to the lyrics and I cry. Yes, I cry.
Perhaps, I am still so in love with that Selena wannabe and Hayley's rolls back wannabe. I will always in love with them, but it's sad. It's sad when another is stepping you right away. Okay! I am trying to be positive right here. When someone really loves you, they wouldn't give you an apple that poisoning Snow White. When someone is really your best buddy, they won't be able to hurt you. They won't be able to hate you. Or another positive thing that I am thinking about is I have to forgive for the way she's breaking me. 'Cause when you really love someone you will forgive them no matter what type of gun they are shooting to your brain. But, once again I am so in love with Taylor Swift and I am now listening to, "BAND-AIDS DON'T FIX BULLET HOLES. YOU SAID SORRY JUST FOR SHOW. IF YOU LIVE LIKE THAT, YOU LIVE WITH GHOST!"
And I had a talk with a bestie a minute after we watched that Bad Blood MV (she is a huge fan of Selena). She said, "Oh, God. Bad Blood MV is kind of representation of us. Someday, we'll be as hot as them." I laughed as hell and realized that one bestie also freaking up about Hayley rolls back there. Since then, we watched that video more and more, kinda like wanna dress up like them with the weapon, and we started called ourselves as "Bad Blood Squad." Funny, right? We exactly know what bad blood means. We exactly know what Taylor wanted to say from that song. Bad Blood is a slank idiom phrase to say that you have a silent cold war with the ones you used to be mad love with. It's a tragic how we gave label to our friendship as the Bad Blood Squad. But, that's the way I love them. You know, when you really love your besties, you can insult them as worst as you can. You can bully them in a way of love and the way we say we got bad blood is kinda opposite day. We know the difference. We know. Insult as love and insult as hate. Bad blood for a second and bad blood for a serious forever things.
Back then, we are so proud as the Bad Blood Squad. Kinda feeling young and crazy. Kinda feeling like I'll love them for my whole life. And I do. People like me don't have a huge circle of friends. I keep the circle less, I keep the less bullshit. That's my philosophy of what friendship should be. Yes, I have friends as much as I have hand fingers. Even less than ten. That's why I can keep them for like thousand years and more. And I was right. The feeling for my Bad Blood Squad is right. I love them. I love them on my own way. Till I thought my future husband should take their permission before he proposes me to marry. If they say NO, then it would be a BIG NO.
See? We've been helping each other. Sharing everything we have and taking everything they have. Laugh, love, pain, madness, shits, smile, socks, and anything. Kinda love story you wish you had with no ending. I am happy with them. No. I am a bloody happy to have them in my life that full of whatever. I am a lucky girl. I am a bloody happy lucky chick. I'll tell you, they taste like a chocolate in the worst day.
But then, you never thought about anything. Since you knew you are the stupid little bitch who thought good things could last forever. But, it's not. We really are got bad blood now. Not a fun of bad blood that we used to scream. But a real bad blood that Swift sings. A kinda bad blood that make you feel like someone cheats you, breaks you down, sends you pain, that things you won't feel ever. Not all of us. But, one of us. That's like, you know, "DID YOU HAVE TO DO THIS? I WAS THINKING THAT YOU COULD BE TRUSTED. DID YOU HAVE TO RUIN WHAT WAS SHINING? NOW IS ALL RUSTED!!!" I used to listen to Swift's music, now I listen to the lyrics and I cry. Yes, I cry.
Perhaps, I am still so in love with that Selena wannabe and Hayley's rolls back wannabe. I will always in love with them, but it's sad. It's sad when another is stepping you right away. Okay! I am trying to be positive right here. When someone really loves you, they wouldn't give you an apple that poisoning Snow White. When someone is really your best buddy, they won't be able to hurt you. They won't be able to hate you. Or another positive thing that I am thinking about is I have to forgive for the way she's breaking me. 'Cause when you really love someone you will forgive them no matter what type of gun they are shooting to your brain. But, once again I am so in love with Taylor Swift and I am now listening to, "BAND-AIDS DON'T FIX BULLET HOLES. YOU SAID SORRY JUST FOR SHOW. IF YOU LIVE LIKE THAT, YOU LIVE WITH GHOST!"
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